I have been away for a long time and for that I’m sorry. I have been on a journey. I have been trying to do this and to do that and to find a way in this chaos that’s now called my job. I used to work about 10 jobs in a day and I have taken my time away to find a way to cut it down to one beautiful job.
I have found a way to make this what I do in something I love to do and for what I get paid for. I do my books, my blog and I host social gatherings. With those 3 things I will continue and I will not try to push myself into things I can not do on my own as it’s just me. With the help of my husband and the help of my best friend.
I’ve been struggling on my blog, you all have been there to witness. I’ve lost, literately, hundreds and thousands of readers through all my uncertainty and change. But that’s life eh, you win some, you loose some.
It all dawned to me when I read this quote;
“You are not a machine. You are not a brand. You are not expected to produce daily content that teams of 9-5ers are strategizing over for weeks, months, seasons. You can admit that you’re a little tired. Or that you need a breather. Or that you’re re-prioritizing. Or that you don’t know what’s next. It doesn’t make you ungrateful for the platform you’ve been given, and it doesn’t make you unprofessional. It makes you real. It makes you human. It makes you you.”
— Erin Loechner – Design for Mankind
So what’s next?
Just this and anything else that might come up. I’m not going to promise anything or give you a scoop on something that is not there. I’m going to be here for you, blogging whenever I have something to share, tell or show. I’m going to stop trying to be Super Woman because I pretty much suck at that job. I do however make a mean curry.
I know that commenting and engaging on blogs is out but I would love to hear from you.
Thank you for always reading x